I don’t give a fuck who reads this or who cares; it’s just a vent.
Used. Probably one of the biggest things I’m feeling right now. Like no one cares probably cause no one does. I still like to think that someone might but I need to face reality more often cause honestly no one truly gives a fuck. I know I shouldn’t let that control my life but how can you get anywhere good in life if no one gives a fuck. Everyone needs at least one person. But no one clicks with me like the way I need it to. Or if they do they always walk away. And abandon me. That’s something I can honestly say I’m used to. I am so used to being used then walked away from, being abandoned. I feel lonely but then again no one really even talks to me. I don’t see what is so damn bad about me that just pushes ever god damn person away from me. I didn’t think I was that bad of a person or anything.. But no one gives two shits about me. I don’t see myself having a future or anything good. I just see myself as a fucked up person with no hope, no reason, and no reason for anyone to care. I try to get through each day but I’ve noticed I just wait for each day to pass which is not helping my depression any… But hey who cares anyway? I’m basically on my way to the crowd of people who don’t care about me. Fuck my life…
Well I haven’t done this in awhile but I might as well since I’m fuckin everything else up